geeeeeeez i'm so freaking tired today... i only slept 3 hours and spend the day making preparations for my new job. cuz yeah, looks like killer has a job now C:

let's see if i can make it for more than 15 days (Y)

and kuddos for the person that blured everything xD

while i was listening to online radio, i got myself listening to a particular song. Kinda funny because i'm feeling so depressed and annoyed and pissed off that this music is just the cherry on top of the cake.

Be Human

Vocal: Scott Matthew
Music: Yoko Kanno

I analyze and i verify and I quantify enough
100 percent no errors no miss
I synchronize and I specialize and i classify so much
Don't worry 'bout dreaming because I don't sleep~~

I wish i could at least 30 percent
Maybe 50 for pleasure then skip all the rest

If I only was more human
I would count every single second of the rest of my life
If I just could be more human
I'd have so many little babies and maybe a wife

I'd roll around in mud and have lots of fun then when i was done
Build bubble bath towers and and swim in the tub
Sand castles on the beach, frolick in the sea, get a broken knee

Curse when i lost a fight, kiss and reunite, scratch a spider's bite
Be happy with wrinkles i got when i smile
Pet kittens 'tll they purred, maybe keep a bird, always keep my word
I'd cry at sad movies and laugh 'till it hurt

I'd buy a big bike,  I'd ride by the lake
And I'd have lots of friends and I'd stay out too late

If I could just be more human
I would see every little thing with a glean in my eye
If only i was more human
I'd embrace every single feeling that came in my life

Would i care and be forgiving?
Would i be sentimental and would i feel loneliness?

Would i doubt and have misgivings?
Would i cause someone sorrow too? Would i know what to do?

Will i cry when its all over?

When i die will i see heaven?


...i would prefer staying a robot

...and probably wont be finished 8D
Because usually if i don't finish something at first, i wont touch it again...


...or maybe finishit it 1 year later 9u9





Mario and Tonny, original Oc's. I used a picture from Junjou Romantica artbook. it was for lineart and coloring practice D: but then i got bored\tired of it aaaaaaand....

iz gonna stay liek that C:  And damn this to post a picture takes like years D:
*have more things to do* i'll post a sketch or 2 per day....

and jeez i have this painfull thing in my mouth and it wont go away D8< it huuuuurtss when i eat or talk (not that bad for some people can't hear me complain about the world) >: but i want to eat and talk ;3;



oh oh another WIP, Kaito-nii-saaaaan <3333333 i have to finish him *A*

 I'm still trying to figure this things out~~~
i want a theme for myself but i'm a total ass in CSS and programing and whatever that is D8

I'm gonna put my doodles in JPG format (cuz i never save them like that i'm awesome i know) and put them here because that's the reason i post things here...so people see uglyness outside Deviantart 8D

*trys to put a picture here*

*failed*

anyway, see yah guys soon, i have to advertise this place and make some changes 

o/